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Crucifying God Again

Thursday, March 20th, 2008

A waitress flicks cigarette ash off the table
thoughtlessly, as you and only you
are able, Vienna, to act
consistently without thought, clearing your streets
of vermin, and believe you are doing
what is right. She knocks my newspaper
to the floor.In the train, the waiter too,
put his fingers into your tea to amend
the recklessness with which you had arranged
your tea bag, and the obliviousness
with which these interferences arise
is terrifying.

A Jew, you defend
Clearing the streets of beggars and Roma,
oblivious too, because that’s what you do.
The shuffling wrapped lady with her borrowed baby
led off by three armed policemen and two nuns.
Immigrants selling the Big Issue, a Turkish boy
beaten up in the school yard with the teacher
looking on, and constantly the clarrion call
to clean up, clear up, lift the corners of the rug
and brush the dark secrets under.
I stood bewundert by the Stephansdom, and only I
could hear the sky split in terrifying thunder
as God is crucified over and over.

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Bottoms up!

Wednesday, March 5th, 2008

  In the train on the way to Vienna the waiter reached into my tea and hooked the tea bag over the mug handle. ‘It’s meant to be like this’, he said. Of course it’s outrageous, but he was only trying to help. And in the cafe, the waitress flicked ash off the table, pushing my newspaper to the floor. Everything has to be right, even if a human being is in the way. I had difficulty imagining anyone in Africa putting their fingers into your drink.It probably isn’t generally known, but Africans coming to Europe notice straight away that Europeans, with the exception of Italians, don’t wash their nether regions after using the toilet. The more you have to shake European hands the more you think about this. Many Europeans, especially the men, also don’t bother to wash their hands either. This makes the idea of the waiter putting his fingers in my tea even more disturbing.

It was with great delight and some relief that I’d found a bottle filled with water near a toilet bowl in the internet cafe in Bregenz. Aha, I thought, there are Africans nearby with clean bottoms. It turns out the cafe was manned by a group of enthusiastic Turkish boys and they had made it very friendly and homely. The money was someone else’s, but all the migrant workers in the town seemed to congregate here in the evening, emailing home and googling pictures of their home regions.

‘It’s hard living here,’ the young man told me. ‘The people have a strange attitude and don’t want to talk to you’.

It has always amused me that when there is xenophobia in a northern country about immigrants, the natives are completely unaware that the immigrant communities are also observing them and drawing conclusions. There is an assumption that the west is the best, so there is no need to consider the opinions of foreigners.  This is the underlying arrogance we sometimes think of as imperialism. But of course the advantage of being a non-native is that you see a society, albeit superficially at first, from the outside, and can draw some fairly objective observations. Surely these observations can be useful and interesting to the home nation?

Unfortunately when someone is racist, sexist and any other -ist, they are unable to understand that the person with the objective, outsider’s viewpoint is worth listening to. Racism, as well as sexism, is precisely a failure to see the other person as fully human. The human attributes of reason and opinion aren’t attributed to the object of racism, and so their thoughts and opinions are ignored.

In Vienna, a taxi driver backed into a crowd of people waiting for a crossing light to change outside the Opera House. One lady in high heels had to jump back and nearly was run over as the taxi failed to stop. What upset her husband, however, was the taxi driver’s complete oblivion to the concept of regret. As the husband went round to remonstrate with the driver, a Nigerian who was driving the cab in front also got out of his cab in support.

‘What do you think you are doing?’ he said. In this country, the system is what counts, and if human beings get in the way, they are swept aside, like the ashes on the table.

What is so noticeable about all of Africa, Nigeria included, is the humanity of the people. If you are without all of the correct papers, or you have found yourself in a bit of a situation, it is negotiable. It is understood that things happen, and human beings are not always exactly prepared for everything.

‘In Africa, everything is possible,’ says my friend. You can talk your way round things. Sometimes this devalues the veracity of what an African might be actually saying, but what is not devalued is the human capacity for judgement.

In Europe now, judgement has become obsolete. Car GPS devices tell you which turning to take, and if you decide to take a better route, the emotionless voice is unable to cope with the change.  I found myself with a speeding ticket having been photographed driving at less than 60mph on an empty motorway on New Year’s Day, when they had already moved the speed signs in preparation for the next day! The camera doesn’t lie, nor does it negotiate. If you cross the road in Austria when the pedestrian light is not on green, you are fined 50 Euros, even if there are no cars and the road is clear. Nigerians who have come to Europe will I am sure have many tales of trying to change the minds of various authority figures during their travels. I say this because I have often seen Nigerians as I travel, arguing with the police or at airports. When I last travelled to Nigeria, the plane was held up because a Nigerian chap had left his packet at an airport shop, and we had to wait till he went back for it. Why should a plane be held up for one person? Because he is a human being, and this kind of behaviour is what makes us human: flexibility, judgement, not having to follow rules to the letter when circumstances differ.

So at Vienna’s primary tourist sight, the Stefansdom Cathedral, I failed to notice for a moment that two armed police were in the process of arresting a lone Roma woman with her small child. It was systematic, and cold, and it was cruel, and she should have just been asked to move on. As they took her papers and I took photographs my Jewish friend said,

‘But it’s normal that they’re cleaning the streets of people who are messing it up.’ And once, I thought they cleaned your people up, because to them they had become nothing but a mess, like the ash on the table, not human at all.

©   Jill Rees

997 words

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Nigerian MPs in Bust-up, pictures are the problem

Wednesday, February 27th, 2008

Hi

FYI:  Just spotted this article on the BBC. It relates to a woman MP, Habiba Garba (Hajiya Habiba in local article), being badly beaten up by a man MP, Labaran Abdu Madari (Labaran Abdu Maderi in local article) , in the north of Nigeria. There is a row because she had pictures taken of her abdomen which were published in a government owned newspaper called The Triumph, see here for the original pre-photograph report.

This is a problem apparently because the pictures will naturally show the nudity of her abdomen and armpit, and it being a muslim part of the country, the editor may get sacked.

I can’t tell what is going to happen to the assaulter(s).. The official statement is that due process of law will happen. The general story gleaned from the two reports is that she was beaten up by some of his thugs and when she complained about it at the police station, he rushed into the cop-shop and whacked her himself in front of all the witnesses.

She seems quite lucky to be alive. The Triumph reporting is much more animated and factual, and details all the assaults and witnesses etc as well as the story that other people were also assaulted at the same time.

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Dirty Old Town

Tuesday, February 19th, 2008

Welcome to this collection of poetry from 2007/2008.

I found myself walking round Victoria Station one day in London, battered by the dusty winds pushing through the tall-building banked streets, blowing newspaper round, stepping round the road works. Clearly this was a part of London that the reforms of Labour and my beloved Red Ken had missed so far. I wondered why, and who owned it.

In my youth Victoria Station was the place I always ended up at when I was leaving some doomed lover, drinking in the Royal Shakespeare and wishing I was a writer. That was before I realised that all you have to do is say ‘I am a writer’ and you are! I spent the most miserable, heart-broken hours here, and the most excited and optimistic, waiting for the night train to Paris, heading for new adventures, new lovers.

I started writing about windy streets while I was waiting for my coach. Then I got sent to Vienna, where I spent the next 7 weeks. I had never been there before, and was full of mixed feelings about the Lost Inhabitants, and the first thing to hit me was the hypocritical Imperialism of the buildings and the scowling faces. Seven weeks and many poems later, I left a city and a country I had fallen madly in love with, memories of the Falco movie, and several new close friends.

Later trips to Istanbul and other cities led to a collection of experiences and emoticons inspired by these cultural hotbeds, which comprise this collection.

Whether this work be good or bad I am unable to judge. Nevertheless, I dedicate it to those friends, to the memory of those who are no longer with us, whether in the Zentralfriedhof or in the gas chambers, to the Buddhist centre in Linzerstrasse, to the ever-hopeful Turkish and Kurdish people, to my family who put up with my poetic wonderings, and to my master in life, Daisaku Ikeda, without whom there would be no poetry.

I hope you find some poems among them that you like.

Jill Rees

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The ghosts of Vienna

Wednesday, February 13th, 2008

Vienna is the town of Haydn, Mozart, Schubert, the Strauss’s, Beethoven, Freud, Klimt and Schiele; Schoenberg’s pupils Weber and Berg; Jung visited Freud here, Kafka came here to write, Lenin wrote pamphlets among the nascent Socialists at the turn of the last century.

Vienna was the hub of two great Empires, the Ottoman Empire which left the Austrians at war against the Turks for many centuries, and the Austro-Hungarian Empire which became the heart of European culture, and was only destroyed by the First World War. Most of Vienna’s celebrities are of Jewish origin, and were permitted to integrate in Vienna provided they converted to the dominant religion here, which is Catholicism. Between the Wars, Vienna became the catalyst for wonderful new discoveries and beginnings which lead our civilisation today. Schoenberg developed atonal music; Freud founded an entire science: psychiatry; artists like Kokoshka introduced Expressionist painting; the logician Wittgenstein changed our understanding of the world. Most of the city’s doctors and professionals were Jewish, the vibrant intellectual life of Vienna drawing wealthy professionals in from the provinces.

In a tourist industry that is so vocal about Mozart, Mahler is strangely overlooked. The young composer was offered a place in the famous conservatoire, providing he convert to Catholicism, as Jews were not permitted to study at the time. Without hesitation, he converted, saying his religion is that of ‘composer’. His horrified family never forgave him, and ironically, Vienna seems to have held his Jewish roots against him to this day, favouring the effervescent Salzburger, Mozart.

According to his pupil Schoenberg, Gustav Mahler was a saint. Schoenberg himself was under no illusions about the intentions of the Nazis, and encouraged his Austrian pupils to flee, having lost his Czech student Pavl Haas to Auschwitz. He was the only Jewish composer to perform in the Third Reich, in the Opera House in Munich. He was so famous the awe-inspired organisers failed to realise he was Jewish. It is said Hitler was furious when he found out, but by then Schoenberg had fled to the US, where he spent the rest of his days, tutoring American talent such as the modern twelve-tone composer John Cage.

As you walk through the city streets, your collar hunched up round your scarf-clad neck against the frosty air, the Viennese scowl and push past you with an impatient ‘Entschuldigung’. Cars scream across the crossings where pedestrians can be arrested for ‘jaywalking’ if they try to cross the road when the pedestrian light is still red! It is a strange mixture of a perfectly organised society where everyone feels the social duty to each other and there is no crime, and a deep-seated feeling of anger, of a society barely maintaining its cool. You can easily imagine the days when the new Austrian Nazis following the Anschluss, when the German army walked into Austria to the sound of cheering crowds, began to round up the Jews of Vienna and ship them out to concentration camps. The richest few may have managed to escape, if they could bring themselves to believe the rumours about the Nazi programme to annihilate every last one of them. The frail, elderly, cancer-ridden Sigmund Freud, after a lifetime as one of Vienna’s most eminent celebrities, was taken by friends to London, where he soon died a natural death, leaving his three sisters to be slaughtered in the camps. Within a few months, Vienna was emptied of its Jews. It’s somewhat gratifying now to realise the people here still have trouble finding a good doctor, and often cross the border to Hungary for a consultation.

Incredibly the Jewish population is returning, as it did once before when all the city’s Jews were driven out in 1420 to acquire their wealth.  They at least seem to believe it couldn’t happen again. There is a famous song, ‘Vienna Calling’, by Austria’s greatest rock star Falco, and indeed people are coming here. Austria has long-standing, largely unfriendly, relations with Turkey, and there is a substantial Turkish immigrant population working here. People have come from Greece, Vietnam and Korea too, and there are many ethnic foods on show in the Naschmarkt, where large Mediterranean women block your way through the fruit stalls saying,

‘Would you like to sample my olives?’  There are Croatians, weary and traumatised from the war in their country, Italians, because business is business, and the new arrivals from the most recent EU entrants, Romania and Bulgaria. The Roma people are the least welcome, their culture being noticeably different to the Austrians’, the gypsy-dressed women with their unkempt children, begging and offering lucky heather. I met one African, a young man from Cote d’Ivoire selling the ‘Bunte Zeitung‘newspaper for the homeless. Arriving with few skills, he has been unable to find work. There is, I am told, a notorious Nigerian, but I have not yet managed to find him!

            ‘The main problem is the immigrants,’ the schoolchildren told me, ‘Especially the Turks, who run round in gangs and beat us up’. I turned to the Turkish lad, who was smiling pityingly at the young racists.

            Is this true?’ I asked.

            ‘No,’ he gently replied, ‘Our parents wouldn’t let us’.

            I haven’t got anywhere to go, but the cold makes you walk faster. On the narrow pavements I seem to be continually overtaking old people with swollen feet, limping painfully home. Waiting yet again for the pedestrian signal to change to green, even though there is no visible traffic around, I wonder why there are so many foot problems. Perhaps it’s the diet. Apart from the Naschmarkt, with its peppers and papaya, the staple diet is Schweinfleisch, literally pig-meat. Austrians eat ham for breakfast and later a Vienerschnitzel, pork in breadcrumbs. Supper may be ham soup, more ham, or sausages. Potatoes go with everything and, although it has to be said the bread is delicious, not enough of it is eaten. The lack of vegetables and fruit in the diet must lead to deficiencies, and my theory is that their circulation is affected, especially with the cold winters.

Like Muslims, Jews don’t eat pork, and have kosher, or Halal, meat. This in itself must pose problems, as locals seem very offended when you say you don’t eat pork. You can’t rely on soup either, as the stock is made of the left-over meat. After half a day, or even less, you are heartily sick of Schnitzel. Luckily the Naschmarkt will come to the rescue, with its relief of kebabs, rice and noodles.

            ‘What is the best thing about Vienna?’ the children asked me.

            ‘The best thing about Vienna,’ I said, ‘Is your immigrants.’

            In the Kafka cafe, vegetarians are looked after with lentil soup and tofu burgers to go with the various teas and the posters about cultural and literary events. Kafka himself used to come here to write, and today you can come and sit with his ghost. The grand Opera House is filled with the memory of Mozart singing in glory to a forgotten empire, Klimt’s lovers still stand in their eternal embrace. Vienna is the city of ghosts, and even the newcomers have the whiff of nostalgia about them, as if they have been drawn here by the call of the ancients. And I am the same, sniffing round galleries looking for my Breughel paintings, largely indifferent to the living. So reality shifts, those who are really here and now feel like ghosts, and those long dead who hold the dynamic of the once-great city in their presence. And I almost wish I hadn’t come here, because now Vienna will always be calling, calling from my subconscious perhaps, that great ghost of Freud.

1280 words

© Jill Rees

13 February 2008

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Candidate for the world

Wednesday, January 23rd, 2008

It’s been a bad week for Barack Obama and the Nigerian football team alike. On Saturday Nigeria lost to Ivory Coast and only hope remains for the Mali match. Barack Obama lost out to Hilary in Nevada, having largely expected to win. In a hotly contested run to be the candidate for the Presidency, Hillary’s husband the former President has had strong words to say to ward off Mr Obama. Barack has taken umbrage at these aggressive tactics as Mr Clinton tries to defend his wife, and says he sometimes doesn’t know which Clinton he is fighting!It’s not so much that Barack’s father is Kenyan or that he is a black man in a country where black achievement has always been discouraged or unrecognised, as that Barack seems to have a greater grasp of the state of international affairs than the others. Nevertheless, just as Premiership teams throughout Europe and the UK are bemoaning the loss of 40 of their best players to the African national sides, so liberal voters in the US are divided about whether to support the woman or the black candidate. Like London buses, you wait for ages for a chance to vote for progressive politics, then two come along at once.

It is said that, after 9/11, Americans were surprised to discover that people in the wider world did not all hold the US in the high affection they hitherto believed. This level of isolationism is really mind-bogglingly hard to grasp for other countries, who have been struggling with levelling the image of the ‘democratic land of Freedom’ with its record of attacks on a succession of under-developed countries since Vietnam. Embargoes on Cuba and pre-war Iraq, seemingly aimed at causing suffering to the citizens by blocking supplies of food and medical supplies, as well as the refusal to acknowledge democratically elected governments such as the Palestinian government, the record in South America and the blemished elections of 2000, all seem to point to a retrogressive and inward looking nation.

The power behind the Presidency seems to be global businesses and oil companies, chemical producers and weapons manufacturers. The USA is seen as the major obstacle to dealing with climate change, as it continues to refuse to ratify the Kyoto protocol, presumably because no President has the power to oppose the oil companies.

With each strategic invasion or interference with a foreign government, the unspoken fear of American intervention systematically increases its influence in developing nations, as we have seen over matters such as introducing GM crops in Mali.

‘GM crops would re-colonise us,’ says Sereba Kone, president of the cotton growers in Bohi. Some Africa coalition members admit that theirs is a “David and Goliath” struggle, which they are not likely to win. (BBC 2007)

At the same time as allegedly investing to help increase productivity for cotton growers in Mali, the US government is paying large subsidies to its own cotton farmers, effectively squeezing Mali out of the global market and leaving it with a surplus. For most people in the world, this appears yet again as simply a means to take control of a developing nation. The intimation from conflicts such as Iraq is that any nation who objects too strongly to US policy or tries to stand alone will also come into the line of fire. This was perhaps behind Tony Blair’s reluctant decision to enter into the war in Iraq. As long as the UK was alongside the US, they could keep an eye on the US troops and restrain them from their worst excesses. There is a saying from the front lines of World War II:

‘When England fires, Germany ducks; when Germany fires, England ducks; when America fires, everyone ducks!’

Apart from the risk of friendly fire, the British Army are experts at citizen support in conflict areas, having practised for several decades in Northern Ireland. British troops are specially trained in negotiating skills and armed policing in urban areas, where the aim is to win the ‘hearts and minds’ of the local population. In Iraq, as in Ireland, these attempts to gain the public’s confidence has failed, and the reason is easy to understand: an invading army is unlikely to be welcome for long, however pleasant the lads appear to be.

Now, it appears, the US is at risk of losing the self-styled ‘war on terror’. George is on his way out, leaving the war unfinished; Tony has already gone. Newspapers in the US* are saying that Britain presents a greater security threat to the United States than either Iran or Iraq, displaying a singular lack of gratitude. To help our ‘special’ allies, Britain has defied popular opinion and numerous anti war protests, ruined its reputation abroad, and effectively seen the downfall of the previously universally popular Blair government. At the same time, a new report shows that NATO is now considering the ‘nuclear option’ to combat terrorism. It seems incredible that, with the effects of radioactive pollution from Chernobyl still in the environment, anyone could believe that a nuclear explosion can somehow be contained.

Putting these two developments together, it appears even the UK should be wary. Whether careless words or a deliberate threat to destabilise the European Union, which is again considering a constitution which will increase its military influence, this recent polemic puts the UK with Iran and others in feeling nervous of the world’s repetitive paranoia about terrorism being organised on a national scale. As people constantly tell my American friends,

‘We like you, but we don’t agree with your president.’

Well soon he’ll be gone. Will the new incumbent fulfil our hopes and dreams? Hilary, with her record of the alleged ‘Whitewater’ land purchasing scam, still seems to be a member of the political classes. Her only record with major league politics is the failed 1994 health care proposal, which she is still inclined to follow through. Barack in contrast seems like an untainted, highly intelligent, educated, aware and relatively normal proposition. Our hopes, from the UK and Nigeria alike, are that the US under the new administration researches more deeply the causes and protagonists behind modern terrorism, calms the fears it has been relentlessly creating throughout the world, and establishes sound dialogic relationships on the international scene.

We would like to see international agreements and treaties over climate change and sustainable development to be ratified, the USA to join the rest of the world in taking global and holistic responsibility for all of our future, and a deeper trust of United Nations organisations. Our problems are now global, and require global and not national solutions. When Barack Obama says it is a time for hope, he isn’t speaking only to America. He already has an international voice.

* from US newspaper the New Republic

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Update

Sunday, December 23rd, 2007

Wondering about my friends in Abuja and what the weather is like, as they all told me it would be cold. As they were shivering when it was 25 degrees however I wonder what cold is for them.

I hear I have a little following who love my articles in the Leadership newspaper where I write a Sunday column.   Most of the articles are on this site under ‘articles for Leadership’. I’m also still writing for UK publications on a variety of subjects.

Still plugging on with the Education Handbook. Basically it’s done except that I am unsure how to present it ie is it for a day course? A week? how much depth? What is aim etc? When I know the exact nature of a project or what to do with it, it can be easily adapted to a given thingy.

At the same time, I’m extending the idea into a book form, where it will be about systemic and humanitarian education and will be good for a teacher training or professional development course, also will enter the general affray about education today. I think it will be good. Not only that but I am the only person with this idea as an organised whole, because of my particular experiences which haven’t been restricted by being just in the classroom or just in the academic world, also being involved in Developing communities stuff, I’m able to put together the various ideas going around in a cohesive way, which should be useful and kind of healing. Our government and indeed worldwide education is surrounded by ideas of creative learning, multiple intelligences, sustainability, life-long learning and the ideas from the systemic theorists, but there is no development of what underlies all these ideas. That’s what I am doing, and making it a useable handbook for teachers, trainers, school leaders, government advisors and so on.

Meanwhile it looks as if I’ll be arranging my return later in the year to Abuja soon. At the moment I’m going off to Austria at the end of January with a teaching company. I’ve wanted to work for them since working with River in the summer. You go off and teach English in a team in an Austrian school. the week ends with a show the kids put on. It’s collaborative teaching and quite creative and I’m really looking forward to it.

My first assignment is for 7 weeks. You go to an airport and they give you a brown envelope with your tickets, resources and details of the week’s mission. At the end of the week they give you another envelope and you make your way to the next school. You can see it has enough of the James Bond element to satisfy my sense of adventure. And surely there’s not much I can get embroiled in in Austria - it’s in the EU! although my daughter has been mumbling about neo-Nazism, so you never know!

Christmas Eve, off to hospital to have two bottom wisdo teeth out. Won’t be able to eat over Christmas. Or drink. We adventurers have to get this sort of thing done when we can though.

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a reversal of fortune

Sunday, November 4th, 2007

But which way is this reversal? Protection or bad luck? Well my Buddhist practise has been very strong and I’ve been able to turn poison into medicine this week, the week of our first Soka Educators International Forum. How strange it has been to be staying with Stephanie, who started the SEIN forums as a response to Sensei’s declaration of the first ten years of this century being dedicated to a new educators model and the Earth Charter, reading the blog and then turning to discuss things with her in person!

Finally, as they weren’t taking the steps I judged had to be done in order to establish this as a British Curriculum School, I resigned, thinking they would turn down my resignation and agree to my proposal. Instead, they accepted my resignation.

A Nigerian person is now in charge. The teachers phoned me in tears, thanking me for their jobs and for all I had done for them, which was basically giving them confidence by introducing them to the value creating method and to trust their and the childrens’ capacity.

I got a bit fed up with everyone giving me Buddhist guidance to be proactive, as I had already arranged a meeting with the editor of the newspaper Leadership, who wanted an article from me as an expat. I gave them ‘Martin Guerre’ and they commissioned me for a column every Sunday. While at the school I felt unable to do this, as a headteacher is a public role and I felt there would be conflict. However this was just what I have been chanting for, to publish my articles.

Stephanie and I then decided to collaborate on a methodology triumvate for the establishment of the Earth Charter principles here in Nigeria Delta region, where they are trying to found child centred education. We are starting that now. She has already produced an Earth Charter Handbook, and is working on a Dialog skills book, so my part will be the education one. Strangely this has all come up on the SEIN blog this week too, including a very pertinent entry from a member in the SW who took a leading role in our Earth Charter exhibition.

Princess Omo then called with an appointment to meet her Senator friend who is on the committee of an NGO to establish child centred schools in the Delta Region, I’ll see him tomorrow. At any rate my plan is to return to write my thingy and apply for jobs here in January. It is much better to apply out of the country as you then get the benefits of being an expat, which should include housing, health insurance, air tickets etc. This is a hellish place, a muddy swamp, but apparently I understand Nigeria better than any other white person, according to the US Embassy. I’m just starting to find my way around too, and Africa is like malaria, it stays in your system.

Today we had the Buddhist meeting, and I had done my swashbuckling trust in the Gohonzon thing and promised to give a fantastic experience of victory this week. In yet another strange coincidence, Bob was on that very flight to Amsterdam, on his way to Washington to receive an award for economic development. Because I had promised the experience, and also was due to give the study lecture for the November exam, I felt bad about going. I changed my flight at the Sheraton.

The young man on the computer of KLM muttered and fumbled for an hour then declared that he’d accidentally voided my ticket. I nearly collapsed, but managed to smile confidently so he gathered himself and called for help. After another forty minutes of chaos, during which Stephanie called in - they had been at a UNESCO conference at the hotel on ……child centred education in the Delta region, see how it’s all coming together? - they managed to book my flight for later this week.

It is because I had the courage to stay on this week for the sake of the Lotus Sutra that I have been able to receive the benefits of the Senator and UNESCO, arranging my column with the newspaper, and working with Stephanie this week. Also I’m trying to get a bit of a tan. You avoid the sun here as much as you can, and there is no possibility of having a finer complexion than the locals to motivate you, so you stay the colour you arrive here with. I’ve also got Stephanie into swimming, which is good.

The Buddhist meeting was fine, with another guest and some members absent due to receiving benefits and awards and having to go collect them. I managed to do the study and incorporate my experience, and support local members. Then we had a meeting on developing the district, for which my experiences in Somerset were invaluable, as they are where we were three years ago I would say. After, we went to Southern Chicken where we had horrible food and coca cola. Finally, after more conversation on the Earth Charter, we went off with Jane next door in the diplomatic car to Salamanders cafe, which is showing art films now every Sunday. The film was a seventies film from Senegal, which I loved of course and enjoyed French Africa, oh civilisation, just hanging with Amboise made me realise how different the former French colonies are.

So the questions I would ask anyone who reads this post and would like to reply are, why is Nigeria so very horrible and corrupt? Is it the fault of the British rule? And why in the Delta region, where they are swimming in oil, are they among the poorest, least well-educated people in the world? That is the area where there are the kidnappings.

Finally, Kelly’s assessment, ‘Believe me, Jill, it’s only about money. Every decision in Nigeria is financial.’

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Straight as an arrow to my mission

Sunday, November 4th, 2007

Hi, brr you’re making me cold.

My meeting at the school went very well yesterday because they accepted my resignation. They have employed a local Nigerian instead, which confirms my assessment that there was no will to seriously start a British school, so I’m glad to be out of it. I’m still waiting to be paid, but I have the laptop and school phones so they should turn up at some point to do a swop.

Meanwhile my friends Bob and Stephanie have invited me to stay in their enormous appartment in the US Embassy compound, so I am very safe, and when the school come to pay me they will be escorted up here by the guards!!!!!

We are having fun, Stephanie is writing a book on humanitarian dialogue for the Israelis to use with Palestine among other things, and we are working on an educational project. they are fellow buddhists, and we are setting up the SGI Nigeria study programme, which we’re planning to introduce at the SGI Nigeria AGM in the middle of November in Lagos. So I would like to stay November to see that through. Yesterday we had our study group on the Life of Nichiren Daishonin and I had to try to remember all the dates and place names. I remembered two. I wish everyone well in the UK who is currently working hard on the Study 1 Programme, and let’s give a thought to each others’ groups as we do so, so that we are all in unity.

Studying for this exam a few years ago with members in the UK is one of my most treasured memories, it was so hard remembering Japanese names and laughing together at our pronounciations and inability to memorise dates! Now I’m here it has become one of my most profound strengths, being able to see how Nichiren lived his life, faced difficulties and obstacles and never hesitated or showed any fear. I am battling and doing lots of daimoku to have this lifestate and have victory so that the members here can clearly see the power of the Gohonzon. also would be a good thing to practise strict Soka Gakkai International Nichiren Buddhism, rather than Garki district Abuja Buddhism which is slightly different (and doesn’t bring you to enlightenment).

We have been talking about the real purpose of this practise, which does bring us benefits but really is so we can develop our eternal life force, become enlightened, however you prefer to say it. The benefits come as protection from the universe as a result of our becoming totally in rhythm with the universe, or life itself, through chanting Nam Myoho Renge Kyo to the Gohonzon. Nevertheless, you still must have victory and that means action.

So when they agreed graciously to my resignation, I dried my tears - because it was still traumatic and painful even though it was my decision - and phoned a guy who ran the Leadership newspaper and had asked me to write an article about what it’s like to be a foreigner in Abuja.

We met yesterday morning and he commissioned me to write a column every Sunday for the newspaper which is highly respected here. I can write what I like. I’ve sent some articles to UK papers as well, and if I can make a bit of money that will be good. Otherwise I haven’t decided on my next move, will look at the jobs in January now I’ve got a breathing space.

I’m just off to swim in the pool and do a bit of reading. Best wishes to everyone and really I am interested in your news so please send me an email or post a blog.

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From, Nigeria Welcome

Saturday, September 29th, 2007

That’s what they say to you here everywhere you go, Welcome. The people here are very polite and kind. I came with Oluchi my friend, and her family have taken me in, her brother in law, Kunle is driving me around. He’s a fine young man who is driving me until he returns to university in January. It should have been September, but they took a long time to do admissions and had to delay the start of term.

It’s hard to live here, everyone says. The electricity system is not too stable and power cuts and surges are very common. Similarly the water supply is dubious. Everything takes ages to do, as the bosses won’t delegate any responsibility to the workers. Most people feel quite frustrated and spend a lot of time waiting for appointments. If they say they will see you at 3, it might be 7 before they arrive, or then again they might not turn up at all. The democracy is quite young, and people are concerned about corruption in government.

So I arrived two weeks ago now and have only just managed to get my laptop and get online.

The school was still being built when I arrived, but parents were leaving their children at the door, so we had to open. We have no electricity or water yet, still the creche is up and running. The teachers they hired were coming in everyday sitting around waiting for something to start. They had no contracts and hadn’t been paid. I interviewed everyone and employed several to start up. The creche is equipped and has opened fine, but there are no exercise books or text books. No office staff or management team had been set up. there is no equipment like computers or filing cabinets, and we had to get school furniture in and copy everything out by hand. We’ve no photcopier and have to drive round business centres and pay for copying and services. There are no textbooks. Worse still, there’s no system for funding, and we have taken 2 weeks to get some money to buy basics. This has come from the boss’ lack of trust so he has to do everything and doesn’t realise how much trouble this causes us. Since he’s in the House of Representatives and there’s a fraud scandal going on, he has very little time to deal with us. He tends to turn up at odd times late in the day, although I explained to him that schools start early in the morning and are ended by 4pm. Tonight for example I got home to find the computer guy hanging around in the lobby to put a cartridge in the printer - I had already done it myself 4 days ago, and anyway it’s only cos I’m ill that I’ve come home early. Haven’t you heard of appointments good god I’m not always in my room!

This weekend is the Nigerian Womens Division AGM hosted by Abuja. The strong members in Abuja WD are Lilian, me and Stephanie my American friend. That means we’re playing quite a large part in organising it! Yesterday my Indian admin manager gave me a chapati and she must have made it with local water cos I got food poisoning, what timing, so didn’t make the beginning of the AGM, sansho shima! I’ve got medicine from France for that so hung round my hotel toilet and could make it for the afternoon, when I gave the experience of how I got to Abuja to do Soka Education with Stephanie. My experience is going in the Nigerian Buddhist newspaper this month! So a flying start. Linda the Nigerian WD leader reminded us to link activities with a determination to achieve something, so I linked it with getting my papers, wages and appartment sorted out quickly so I can establish myself here and contribute to Kosen Rufu.

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